Recently, the economic downturn has affect me and it is going to be working here or back in M'sia - K L. I trust in the Lord that He will provide not only for me, but also those who are in need. Of course i will be looking out for jobs available and not just being a sitting duck doing nothing and aspect God to just *Poof* - TADA!!! Here's your job!! - NO! I must also do my part because "we reap what we sow" as simple as that.
Going for graduation is my final aim for a joyful time together with my loved ones and all i wanted is to have this quality time with all. But last night something had happen in Cheryl's house that turned bad. I don't know if this matter will be brought to K L but i only hope not. Afterall, i feel down inside and although i never express to anyone - Including cheryl, i suffer this depressed of not having a job. I know that i have to face it and be possitive. No point whining here and there and not doing anything, i rather be looking for opportunities than sitting down feeling sad.
Well, because of this i have to for go my dream which is a Good Desktop system which i had planned to buy long ago. I shall wait for a proper time and then see how it goes. Time will tell. I trust in the Lord and Pray that things can be better.
